auto-pilot

driving on auto-pilot...mmm...uh huh...might have heard that before...living on auto-pilot? mmmm...mmmm....might have and might not have...

for those who are constantly going through life dazed and numb, it is akin to living on auto-pilot...it's like you are just going through the motions...without thinking...well...you know how sometimes when you drive along a familiar route? sometimes you amazed yourself on being able to get from one point to another by going through automatic motions...this is especially so when you are thinking about something (or day dreaming, uh huh)...one moment you are at this place and the next...walla!!

i have been living my life on auto-pilot for quite some time...till one day..it hit me...yup!~ smacked across my forehead... (well...my heart would be more probably like it) and i realized that i haven't been living the life i wanted to...all those while i was living to please those people around me...duhhh!~~

and so...began my horrifying, terrifying journey through the fog (errr...)...kinda stormy, scary, and whatever else nightmares are supposed to be made of...

anyways, here i am today...not so much on auto-pilot anymore except when i'm driving...