bulan biru

okay, now...why in the cyberspace did i rename this blog? senang je tu...aku nie sebenarnya spesis yang rasa macam banyak benda yang dia nak tulis...macam-macam idea...cuma yang kurangnya kerajinan...kerajinan tu penting...sama gak pentingnya dengan nawaitu...lagipun aku nie spesis yang berkecenderungan untuk menyimpang...bak kata kawan aku sorang nie dulu, "you like to digress"...aiseyyy...

memang pun aku nie manusia yang bila cakap tu melompat sana sini...belum abis this one particular train of thought, i would be jumping onto the next one...apa kes??

anyway, balik kepada topik asal ari nie...bulan biru...oh yes, kan orang selalu cakap, "once in a blue moon"...tu pasal la...aku buat penjenamaan semula kepada blog nie...aku cuma update sesekali je...bila aku jenguk kat luar tingkap malam-malam, dan kebetulan pulak malam tu bulan berwarna biru, then you can expect me to update this blue blog...

short-term memory loss

i think i'm suffering from short-term memory loss...on my way to work this morning, i was planning to search for something on utube...something i forgot once i reached the office...what was it? urrgghhh...i hate it when this sort of thing happen...u know that it's just at the tip of your brain but for the life of you, you just can't recall the thing...may be i need a doctor?

I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life (Eminem ft Skylar Grey)

my thoughts have been gone for so long...i'm not losing my mind but i'm losing my thoughts...do i really need a doctor? or do i simply need to find the latest technique to boost one's memory...hahaha...as if i would be caught doing that...no-no-no...

gLoomy...gLoomier...

this morning was gloomy enough as it was...

i was quite lazy in waking up (can't really blame me after the four-day holiday)...then there was something wrong with my car key...*sigh* when i reached the office...well...it wasn't too bad in the beginning...then i started to check my emails...and that's when it hit me! a gloomy day instantly got gloomier...huh...

i haven't been receiving any 'poisonous' email (that's what my friend calls it) for quite some time...and today i got one...and so, as it is, i am feeling extremely down...down..down...i hate this feeling...and i hate the person who sent me the poisonous email that has further ruined my day...

the person is asking me to be rational, not emotional...what's exactly the person's motive? when all this while the person has been very emotional...and has threatened my emotionally...

benci aaa macam nie...nie yang buat aku rasa cam nak layan lagu je...but i have to go to class at 2pm today...and i haven't finished updating my slides...dang!!

oh well...i still have a few hours left...might as well layan lagu disagree - please & scarecrow adams...sesuai sesangat dengan jiwa yang kacau...peaceeeeeeeeeeeeee!!